my world..
when I was younger, everything seems fine, seems okay. it seems PERFECT.
yep, taulah, sewaktu kita kecil emang beban hidup yg kita pikul amat ringan. bahkan kita bisa ngakak sama guyonan lucu yg kalo di umur skrg kita liat lagi itu "sumpah garing banget!"
yea, bukan salah guyonannya, tapi emang karena kitanya udah berubah. bukan karena lebih dewasa, tapi karena beban pikiran kita lebih banyak dari sewaktu kita masih kecil. kalau di renungin, semakin tua kita rasanya semakin.. ummm.. I dont know how to desccribe it..
yg pasti semakin kita dewasa, kita jadi tau bahwa dunia ini gak se"fun" itu, gak se perfect itu. kita jadi tau betapa congkaknya dunia ini, entah dari sisi kehidupan, pergaulan, sistem yg berjalan di dunianya, pikiran2 manusianya, danlainlain. hal2 yg seharusnya diseriusin malah dibuat becanda, yg harusnya untuk senang2 malah diseriusin banget. banyak yg menjadikan hal2 ttg agama jadi fashion. banyak yg menebang pohon untuk dijadikan kertas bertuliskan "save the trees, save the earth", banyak yg "saya akan memberantas korupsi" lalu besoknya ia ditangkap karena ketahuan korupsi, banyak yg mencela org2 yg melakukan korupsi tapi suka ngasih "uang makan" ke beberapa oknum2 tertentu.
saya disini sih bukan buat membela kebenaran, bkn ngomong sebagai org benar, bahkan saya melakukan ngasih "uang makan" tsb. di dunia ini, hal tsb udah jadi tren, jadi budaya dan sudah dianggap sebagai hal yang "benar", dan hal yg benar beneran dianggap sbg sesuatu yg aneh.
kalau dipikir2, waktu kecil dulu mana ngerti kita soal ginian? makanya rasanya hepi banget hahaha
bahkan sekarang tambah berumur aja, aku mulai tau kayak gimana hidupnya orang2 disekitarku, yg deket2 sm aku, ternyata semua gak seperti yg aku kira. entahlah.. but I have to bear with it, right?
bagiku cuma satu yg jadi penyembuh disaat semua orang berubah, yaitu musik :)
hafh, yg kuat yg bertahan, yg lemah berantakan. semoga kita semua survive hidup dalam dunia congkak ini.
Jumat, 06 September 2013
Rabu, 28 Agustus 2013
*18* -DHAFIN-
5. Dhafin Muktafin
Ha! kita sampai juga akhirnya pada orang koplak ini.
masih ingat dia? baca lagi di *18* -ZEASTANK-
Yak, he was that koplak person who answered my simple question in koplak way lol
Born on 18th of August
he was my schoolmate in junior high school. different class. we never talked each other, I only knew "this guy named dhafin", and thats all. yep thats all. oh? its not over yet? well, we suddenly became schoolmate in senior high school too, lol. we accepted at 9 senior high school Yogyakarta, and again, we were in different class in the first year. again, we never talked. but again, its not over yet. hahahaha
in our second year, we finally became classmate, and since we from the same junior high school, we'd got stuff to talk about :D remember when I posted about my class in senior high school, FROST?? yep, we were part of them. ups! we ARE :)
FROST was the greatest class I've ever been part of in my life. ah, forgot my bad english. well, kami bener2 kompak. sehingga aku sama dhafin pun ya sama kayak temen2 lainnya. semuaaanya deket, gak ada geng2an. bener2 kelas idaman lah pokoknya. dalem kelas itu, aku bisa jadi diriku sendiri, dan mereka menerima aku apa adanya. disana aku bisa jadi gila, autis, teriak2, nangis2, pokoknya semauku, dan mereka akan tetap mau jadi temenku. I'll never forget them. never ever. they're the greatest part in my life :)
di SMA 9, temen2 yang sekelas waktu kelas 11 semuanya sekelas lagi di kelas 12. jadilah aku dua tahun sekelas sama orang2 koplak itu :D makanya aku hidup di lingkungan gila, dan tumbuh jadi setengah gila. huak hak hak hak hak.
walau aku sama dhafin gak ada hubungan khusus, bukannya gak ada cerita :)
hohoho, ini cerita yg rada berbeda. lets begin!
jadi, pas baaanget baru naik kelas 12, FROST lagi geger sama dhafin karena tiba2 dia bisa hipnotis!! yak, gak bohong, si dara udah nyobain dihipnotis dhafin. walau gak sempet lama karena guru keburu dateng, dara ngaku sempet ke pegunungan. oke gatau juga kenapa pegunungan, pokoknya itulah. dan gak cuma dara, si avin juga udah nyobain. dia dihipnotis lupa sama angka 4 dan ketika dia ngitung jadi sendiri tau2 jari dia ada 11 dan dia langsung panik setengah mati hahahahhaa kasian si upil :) gak cuma itu, avin juga disuruh lupa sama nama "putri" nya dari nama panjang dia sendiri, yaitu "dyavina putri rusiarto". ketika bangun , ditanya nama, dia cuma bilang "dyavina rusiarto"!! uwoh!! oke ini bikin heboh, kalo kita liat sulap di tv mah udah biasa, lah ini temen sekelas sendiri ckckck. avin disuruh ngeluarin kartu pelajar dan ketika liat nama "putri" ditengah nama dia, dia langsung marah2 bilang "ini bukan punyaku!" hahahaha, upiiil upil :D
ketika kucoba, dia cuma nyalamin tanganku sambil digoyang2, dan tiba2 aja aku merasa hilang kesadaran tapi pikiranku masih bangun. entah apapun itu namanya.
tapi belom sempet diapa2in , gurunya dateng, bangun lagi deh hahahak.
tapi kesempatanku gak hilang, selanjutnya beberapa kali aku dihipnotis dia. yak, karena waktu itu aku gak sadar dan cuma denger detail hipnotis dari cerita temen2, alhasil sekarang pun aku lupa dia udah ngehipnotis apa aja -_- tapi aku inget banget pernah dihipnotis di depan umum! tepatnya di lobby SMA, pas pulang sekolah. rasanya pas aku tidur itu masih sepi bgt, cuma ada orang 5-6 doang. sadar2 yg nonton udah bejibun kaya lagi nontonin uya kuya ngehipnotis -___- dan sejak itu aku digodain temen2. bukan karena aku dihipnotis, tapi karena isi hipnotisannya itu. ternyata aku dihipnotis lupa sama nama pacarku sendiri, padahal orangnya ada disitu. tegaaa! jadilah pas hipnotis itu , aku ditanya nama pacarku, aku cuma diem, dan jawab "lupa, pokoknya manggilnya akang!" ,katanya sih gitu. dan yak, sejak itu pula orang2 suka ketawa kalo ngeliat aku sama pacarku. selalu digoda "cie akaaang" hahahaha" -___- but I enjoyed it, it was school life, right? hahaha
ada lagi, aku pernah dihipnotis parah. atas request sendiri sih sebenernya. inget dalem cerita *18* BROTHER ?? aku bilang aku dalem masa gelap, lagi masa hancur. yak, aku berhasil ngelewatin, tapi bukannya rasa menyesal itu hilang dan dilupakan kan? jadi aku minta dhafin untuk hipnotis buat ngehapus memoriku tentang masa2 kelam itu. aku minta dia ngehapus nama satu orang yg jd sumber hancurnya hidupku. he did it. dan aku blas lupa sama dia. tapi bukannya tanpa masalah. sejak dihipnotis, aku kerjaannya mikiiiiiirrr mulu, rasanya bener2 ada sesuatu yg kurang. ah pokoknya gabisa diungkapkan dengan kata2. aku sampe pengen nangis karena bingung sama apa yg aku bingungin. dhafin yg sadar hal itu, besoknya langsung nawarin aku dihipnotis lagi. ketika selesai dihipnotis, aku langsung inget lagi apa yg aku lupain. oh ini toh :)
dan sejak itu aku belajar, apapun masa laluku, sehancur apapun itu, emang untuk disesali dan dijadikan pelajaran. karena seburuk apapun itu, masa lalu itulah yang menjadi penyebab dimana aku berada sekarang dan siapa aku sekarang. dah, kapok deh ngilangin memori. thanks to dhafin :)
dan yak, sejak itu aku jarang minta dihipnotis, dan kami juga sibuk persiapan UN. wow, what a great part of my life, thanks God you let me know FROST :)
kami lulus, dhafin lanjut ke ilmu komputer UGM, aku lanjut ke kimia UI, dan begitulah, walau jauh, kami anggota2 FROST tetep keep intouch baik via twitter, facebook, maupun sms ato bbm. semoga tali silaturahmi ini tetap terjaga. amiiinn :)
Ha! kita sampai juga akhirnya pada orang koplak ini.
masih ingat dia? baca lagi di *18* -ZEASTANK-
Yak, he was that koplak person who answered my simple question in koplak way lol
Born on 18th of August
he was my schoolmate in junior high school. different class. we never talked each other, I only knew "this guy named dhafin", and thats all. yep thats all. oh? its not over yet? well, we suddenly became schoolmate in senior high school too, lol. we accepted at 9 senior high school Yogyakarta, and again, we were in different class in the first year. again, we never talked. but again, its not over yet. hahahaha
in our second year, we finally became classmate, and since we from the same junior high school, we'd got stuff to talk about :D remember when I posted about my class in senior high school, FROST?? yep, we were part of them. ups! we ARE :)
FROST was the greatest class I've ever been part of in my life. ah, forgot my bad english. well, kami bener2 kompak. sehingga aku sama dhafin pun ya sama kayak temen2 lainnya. semuaaanya deket, gak ada geng2an. bener2 kelas idaman lah pokoknya. dalem kelas itu, aku bisa jadi diriku sendiri, dan mereka menerima aku apa adanya. disana aku bisa jadi gila, autis, teriak2, nangis2, pokoknya semauku, dan mereka akan tetap mau jadi temenku. I'll never forget them. never ever. they're the greatest part in my life :)
di SMA 9, temen2 yang sekelas waktu kelas 11 semuanya sekelas lagi di kelas 12. jadilah aku dua tahun sekelas sama orang2 koplak itu :D makanya aku hidup di lingkungan gila, dan tumbuh jadi setengah gila. huak hak hak hak hak.
walau aku sama dhafin gak ada hubungan khusus, bukannya gak ada cerita :)
hohoho, ini cerita yg rada berbeda. lets begin!
jadi, pas baaanget baru naik kelas 12, FROST lagi geger sama dhafin karena tiba2 dia bisa hipnotis!! yak, gak bohong, si dara udah nyobain dihipnotis dhafin. walau gak sempet lama karena guru keburu dateng, dara ngaku sempet ke pegunungan. oke gatau juga kenapa pegunungan, pokoknya itulah. dan gak cuma dara, si avin juga udah nyobain. dia dihipnotis lupa sama angka 4 dan ketika dia ngitung jadi sendiri tau2 jari dia ada 11 dan dia langsung panik setengah mati hahahahhaa kasian si upil :) gak cuma itu, avin juga disuruh lupa sama nama "putri" nya dari nama panjang dia sendiri, yaitu "dyavina putri rusiarto". ketika bangun , ditanya nama, dia cuma bilang "dyavina rusiarto"!! uwoh!! oke ini bikin heboh, kalo kita liat sulap di tv mah udah biasa, lah ini temen sekelas sendiri ckckck. avin disuruh ngeluarin kartu pelajar dan ketika liat nama "putri" ditengah nama dia, dia langsung marah2 bilang "ini bukan punyaku!" hahahaha, upiiil upil :D
ketika kucoba, dia cuma nyalamin tanganku sambil digoyang2, dan tiba2 aja aku merasa hilang kesadaran tapi pikiranku masih bangun. entah apapun itu namanya.
tapi belom sempet diapa2in , gurunya dateng, bangun lagi deh hahahak.
tapi kesempatanku gak hilang, selanjutnya beberapa kali aku dihipnotis dia. yak, karena waktu itu aku gak sadar dan cuma denger detail hipnotis dari cerita temen2, alhasil sekarang pun aku lupa dia udah ngehipnotis apa aja -_- tapi aku inget banget pernah dihipnotis di depan umum! tepatnya di lobby SMA, pas pulang sekolah. rasanya pas aku tidur itu masih sepi bgt, cuma ada orang 5-6 doang. sadar2 yg nonton udah bejibun kaya lagi nontonin uya kuya ngehipnotis -___- dan sejak itu aku digodain temen2. bukan karena aku dihipnotis, tapi karena isi hipnotisannya itu. ternyata aku dihipnotis lupa sama nama pacarku sendiri, padahal orangnya ada disitu. tegaaa! jadilah pas hipnotis itu , aku ditanya nama pacarku, aku cuma diem, dan jawab "lupa, pokoknya manggilnya akang!" ,katanya sih gitu. dan yak, sejak itu pula orang2 suka ketawa kalo ngeliat aku sama pacarku. selalu digoda "cie akaaang" hahahaha" -___- but I enjoyed it, it was school life, right? hahaha
ada lagi, aku pernah dihipnotis parah. atas request sendiri sih sebenernya. inget dalem cerita *18* BROTHER ?? aku bilang aku dalem masa gelap, lagi masa hancur. yak, aku berhasil ngelewatin, tapi bukannya rasa menyesal itu hilang dan dilupakan kan? jadi aku minta dhafin untuk hipnotis buat ngehapus memoriku tentang masa2 kelam itu. aku minta dia ngehapus nama satu orang yg jd sumber hancurnya hidupku. he did it. dan aku blas lupa sama dia. tapi bukannya tanpa masalah. sejak dihipnotis, aku kerjaannya mikiiiiiirrr mulu, rasanya bener2 ada sesuatu yg kurang. ah pokoknya gabisa diungkapkan dengan kata2. aku sampe pengen nangis karena bingung sama apa yg aku bingungin. dhafin yg sadar hal itu, besoknya langsung nawarin aku dihipnotis lagi. ketika selesai dihipnotis, aku langsung inget lagi apa yg aku lupain. oh ini toh :)
dan sejak itu aku belajar, apapun masa laluku, sehancur apapun itu, emang untuk disesali dan dijadikan pelajaran. karena seburuk apapun itu, masa lalu itulah yang menjadi penyebab dimana aku berada sekarang dan siapa aku sekarang. dah, kapok deh ngilangin memori. thanks to dhafin :)
dan yak, sejak itu aku jarang minta dihipnotis, dan kami juga sibuk persiapan UN. wow, what a great part of my life, thanks God you let me know FROST :)
kami lulus, dhafin lanjut ke ilmu komputer UGM, aku lanjut ke kimia UI, dan begitulah, walau jauh, kami anggota2 FROST tetep keep intouch baik via twitter, facebook, maupun sms ato bbm. semoga tali silaturahmi ini tetap terjaga. amiiinn :)
Selasa, 27 Agustus 2013
*18* -BROTHA-
4. Ayub Indra Syafi'i.
He is my brother.
born on 18th of July in 1993.
nooo, I never have a real brother, that's why I really really wanna have brother, and this guy makes my dream comes true :)
you know, we have our dark parts in our life.
you know, karena ceritanya panjang dan saya lagi malas mikir, pake bahasa indo aja ya hahahaha :p
jadi, kita tau bahwa kita punya masa2 gelap tersendiri dalem hidup. dan saat itu, kelas 1 SMA, adalah masa2ku lagi hancur. jadi orang rusak. no one knows that. karena aku bukan tipe orang yg mudah ngungkapin kesedihan dan kehancuran dalam dunia nyata.
well, anggaplah saat itu aku lagi dalam masa2 terburuk. aku hancur, rusak. dan aku nyaris bunuh diri karena menyesali kehancuranku. sayangnya aku bukan orang yg mudah percaya, sehingga beban-beban yg kupikul waktu itu udah gatau lagi mau dilepasin kemana, bingung mau cerita ke siapa.
nah, saat itu aku lagi gila2nya sama MX*T, yep, aplikasi chatting sejenis globeroom gitu. isinya seluruh orang di dunia, tp kebanyakan dari indonesia. aplikasi ini merupakan bagian dari hancurnya hidupku, tapi juga penyelamatku. disini yg pengen aku ceritain adalah ketika aplikasi ini jd penyelamatku.
di aplikasi ini, ada 60 globeroom dan biasanya cuma terisi sampai globeroom 30-an. satu globeroom bisa memuat 20 users.
kebetulan waktu itu siang bolong, hidupku rasanya lagi merana banget, masih menyesali kehancuranku. dasarnya anak muda bukannya ngapain kek malah chattingan. lupa waktu itu masuk globeroom berapa, pokoknya nongkrong2 aja dah disana. tiba2 dalem room tsb masuk seseorang dengan username "Synyster Gate" , tau itu siapa?? dia adalah GITARIS AVENGED SEVENFOLD!!! dan band itu adalah band favoritkuuuuu!!!!
mereka punya dua gitaris, yg satu synyster gate sebagai lead guitar (bagian melodi), sedangkan gitaris yg jadi favoritku adalah Zacky Vengeance sebagai rhytm. Sebagai musisi, ketika hidupmu hancur, cuma satu yg bisa jadi tempatmu bersandar dan gak akan ngecewain kamu, yaitu musik.
maka dari itu ketika pemilik username itu masuk, rasanya aku langsung agak terhibur gitu. Aku ngobrol2 sama orang itu tentang avenged sevenfold, akhirnya saling nge add supaya bisa ber private-message ria
di private message itu kami bicara ttg macem2, dia bbilang dia dari semarang, dan aku bilang aku dari jogja, dan kita ngobrol hal2 yg berhubungan sama identitas kita. entah kenapa perasaanku bilang kalo orang ini bisa dicurhatin. entah gimana awalnya tau2 aja aku udah cerita sama dia. tentang kehancuranku, aku yg nyaris bunuh diri dan sampai saat itu masih merasa pengen mati, tentang semua kesedihanku.
terus, orang ini gak ngehibur dengan kata2. dia justru nanya "apa yang paaling kamu pengenin selama kamu hidup sampai saat ini?"
then I told him, "I wanna have a brother"
bagiku punya kakak cowo sampai saat itu masih mimpi banget. sampai dia bilang ,"then I'll be your brother"
waktu dia bilang gitu rasanya... seneng, ragu, kaget semua jadi satu.
aku berpikir apa cowok ini bener2 bisa jadi KAKAK-ku? kita semua tau, bener2 susah nemuin kakak2an yg bener2 bisa jadi seorang kakak, karena biasanya berujung dengan suka2an. maka dari itu aku minta dia janji supaya hubungan antara aku sama dia gak lebih dari cuma kakak dan adek, dan jangan pernah jatuh cinta satu sama lain. dan tanpa ragu, dia bilang, "I promise."
saat itu aku bener2 masih ragu, tapi aku pegang kata2 dia. waktu itu tahun 2009. sekarang? 2013. He still keeps his promise :) can you believe it, readers?
hampir selama 4 tahun ini dia bener2 jadi kakakku, aku gak ada rasa sama dia, dan dia juga gak ada rasa sama aku karena dia toh juga ada cewe yg dia suka dari SD. sekarang dia kuliah di UN*ES semester 5 jurusan bimbingan konseling, fufufu, lumayan deketlah sama jurusan idamanku (psikologi). karena band favorit kami sama (a7x), maka kalo ngobrol ya seringnya tentang itu, atau tentang gitar karena kami sama2 gitaris :D tapi kadang2 ngobrol ttg hal lain juga, curhat2 gitulah. kakak itu baik, pengertian, lembut, dll. dia gak pernah ngomong kasar dan bijaaaak banget. dan perlakuan baik dia sebagai seorang kakak bener2 bisa ngeluarin aku dari jaman2 kehancuranku saat itu. we can say he saved my life.
tapi hubunganku sama kakak bukannya gak ada masalah. pertengahan tahun 2010-2011, dia sempet gak mau dikontak, di sms gak bales, ditelpon gak diangkat, terus (kalau gak salah) aku marah2 karena merasa gak dianggep lagi. akhirnya dia bilang "dek, kakak tuh sibuk persiapan buat UN, dingertiin dong. tolong jangan ganggu kakak sampai kakak lulus yah"
IT - WAS - A - SHOCK !!! ketika lama kita gak dikabarin, sekalinya di sms isinya ngusir. hahh, awalnya aku sedih, sebel, dan kesel. tapi aku mikir juga, kan aku belom pernah ngerasain gimana rasanya jadi anak kelas 3 SMA, mungkin tahun depan aku juga bakal sesibuk itu. jadilah aku gak ngekontak dia selama setahun lebih. sampai pertengahan tahun 2011, aku buka fb dia buat nyari2 kabar ttg dia. ooohhhh!!! ternyata bulan april kemaren dia dateng ke jogja... sama temen2nya... BAGUS BANGET YA GAK NGABARIN!!! udah tau gak pernah ketemu, sekalinya main ke kotaku gak bilang2. jadilah aku marah2 lagi ke dia , kenapa dia gak ngabarin kalo ke jogja, sebegitu gak pentingnya aku, segitu gampangnya dilupakankah aku? dan jawaban dia itu bener2 bikin aku tersentak.
dia bilang,"dek, kakak tuh udah ngabarin dedek seminggu sebelum ke jogja, tapi sms kk ke dd gagal terus. oh ternyata skrg dd udah ganti pake nomer ini toh"
...........
ups!
hehehe, yap, koplak sekali sodara2, saya baru ingat kalo 2011 awal ganti nomer dan lupa ngabarin huohoho :D jadi selama ini saya ngacangin orang karena keteledoran saya sendiri, trims -___-
akhirnya aku sama kakak balik kontakan lagi. kami jadi lebih deket dari sebelumnya, dia juga jadi banyak cerita tentang berbagai hal yg biasanya gak dia ceritain. bahkan dia pernah bilang, "cuma sama dd kk bs membuka diri dan cerita macem2. kk udah gak pernah lagi nyimpen semua sendiri kayak dulu. makasih dek :)"
whoaha, melayang coi. tau gak sih, kalau kita dibutuhin, apalagi dipercaya dipercaya tuh rasanya seneng banget, makanya aku gak ragu buat percaya orang ini.
setelah aku naik kelas 3 SMA, ternyata gak sesibuk dugaanku. aku masih sempet main, smsan sama kakak, diimbangin sama belajar, olahraga, musik, dankawankawan. sekitar bulan maret 2012, ayahku dapet tugas selama 3 hari ke semarang. begitu dikabarin, aku langsung bilang, "IKUT!!". dan mungkin ayahku udah mikir kasian aku belajar mulu, sekali2 diajak keluar kota lah buat refreshing. dan yoi coi, akhirnya aku izin sekolah dan ikut ayahku ke semarang. nginep di suatu hotel yg letaknya di depan mall PARA*ON. jadilah ngabarin kakak minta ketemuan. hari kedua, aku sama kakak janjian buat ketemu di mall seberang. rasanya deg2an banget ketemu sama orang special yang gak pernah ditemuin sebelumnya. ketika dia bilang, "udah di parkiran mall", aku langsung turun hotel. dan persis ketika di depan hotel, di seberang aku ngeliat dia. emang sih foto2 di fb dia gak ada yg mukanya jelas. But I knew it was him. dengan perawakannya yang tinggi kurus, dia membawa "aura" kakak. dan yap, aku tau orang disebelahnya yang dia bawa. itu sepupunya, namanya mas rizki. mukanya keliatan jelas di facebook.
dan ketika liat kakak, kakak juga ngeliat ke arahku, dan dia langsung melambaikan tangan, tau juga kalau itu aku :)
begitu nyebrang, ya salim2 lah ya sebagai anak yang paling muda. terus kita naik ke dalem mall, langsung menuju bioskop hahaha dasar anak muda. dan langsung nonton film yang paling trend jaman itu, yaitu THE RAI*, film action indonesia yang terkece saat itu hahaha. sambil nunggu masuk studio, aku sama kakak ngobrol macem2, wah seneng banget pokoknya ketemu langsung gitu. tapi aku gak suka ada mas rizki disitu. bukan, bukan gak suka sama mas rizkinya, aku cuma gak suka ketika ketemu bertiga, yang dua asik ngobrol dan yang satu ditinggal sendiri, dia cuma diem sambil main hape. I hate that. it was super duper awkward -___-
but its okay, aku mencoba utk ngajak mas rizki ngobrol walo akhirnya cuma bertahan 10-15 detik doang -_-
singkatnya kami nonton film itu, bagus bet dah filmnya. keren, indonesia harus sering2 bikin film kaya gini, udah kebanyakan horror sama drama comedy atau romance2 sih. begitu keluar dari studio, kakak bilang, "dek, kakak pulang ya, rizki udah ngajakin pulang nih ada tugas katanya"
aku sedih, tapi sebagai adik yg baik gaboleh ngeluh kan? udah bisa ketemu aja syukur banget.
begitu aku sampai di hotel dan kakak juga udah di rumah, kakak sms, "dek, kk udah sampe rumah. kk nyesel tadi bawa rizki, kalo gak bawa dia kan bisa lebih lama sama dd :("
hohoho, thanks kak, sedihku tersembuhkan :3
setelah itu kami tambah deket, lebih saling percaya, saling sayang dkk. dia udah bener2 kayak kakak beneran, dan rasa cinta ke dia sebagai seorang cowok bener2 gak ada :D sekarang aku bisa buktiin kaloorang bilang "gak mungkin cuma kakak adek an, pasti ada sesuatunya", hohoho ada lho yg bener2 bisa cuma kakak adek an :D
yup, waktu terus berjalan, akhirnya aku keterima di UI jurusan kimia, jaman2 ospek sebagai maba pun dimulai. SIBUKNYA ALAMAAAAKKK~ mana aku juga sebagai koordinator sefakultasnya maba pula, karena sering update info2 gitu, jadinya jadi sumber info deh, lalu tiba2 saya jadi terjun dalam bidang kehumasan sampai sekarang ._.
sumpah deh, ospek pas itu bener2 bikin sibuk banget, ampe tidur aja cuma sempet dua jam doang. ampe pacar aja juga dikacangin padahal dia sempet aja tuh ngabarin. otomatis kakak juga dikacangin, tapi awalnya aku udah bilang aku lagi sibuk ospek.
dan kesibukan itu ternyata gak berakhir pas ospek aja. karena betapa aktifnya aku pas jaman ospek, aku pun ditawarin berbagai kepanitiaan dan acara2. belum lagi tugas kuliah yang membludak. dan pas semester 1 itu emang aku ikut teater yang sebentar lagi bakal pentas. hampir tiap hari latihan sampai lewat dari jam 12 malem. bah, gila2an, pulang juga sering gak langsung tidur. mandi dulu, tugas kuliah dulu, urusan kepanitiaan dulu. pusing lah pokoknya. sampai berakhirnya semester 1, aku baru bisa ngehubungin kakak lagi. tapi pas itu, tiba2 dia udah berubah jadi aneh, kukasih tau ya, kakak itu bukan manusia biasa, dia itu orang aneh yg suka ngasih respon aneh yg gak terduga dan sering diluar masuk akal. tapi entah kenapa kali ini respon2 dia bener2 kayak manusia biasa banget. saat itu lah saat yg pantas aku bilang, "kakak jadi aneh." Dia cuma bales "bukannya dd selalu bilang kakak ini aneh?", kujawab "iya, tapi skrg kakak tu kayak orang normal, makanya kakak yg skrg tuh aneh", dan jreng jreng, dia bales, "oh, sadar toh"
ups, rupanya ketika kutinggal selama 4 bulan lebih karena sibuk ngurusin kuliah ngebuat dia jadi kecewa sama aku dan susah percaya sama aku lagi. itu bikin aku down, aku minta maaf ke dia dan janji bakalan ngerubah diri dan sering2 kasih dia kabar. tapi besoknya aku mikir, aku dulu nungguin dia sampe lulus SMA nyaris setahun dan rasa sayangku ke dia gak pernah berubah, sekarang baru kutinggal sibuk 4 bulan aja dia udah begini? astaga, aku ngerasa dibodohin banget. jadilah aku yg protes karena merasa dia gak adil. ketika kubilang gitu, dia langsung sadar dan minta maaf ke aku. dasar emang udah gak begitu percaya ke aku, dia emang masih berubah, tapi lama2 dia balik ke sedia kala. dan sampai sekarang kami masih kontakan, yeeeeyyy :D
He is a precious brother for me, and he'll always be :)
thanks my bro, to make my dream comes true :) semoga hubungan ini gak berubah sampai kapanpun, amiiiinn :D
He is my brother.
born on 18th of July in 1993.
nooo, I never have a real brother, that's why I really really wanna have brother, and this guy makes my dream comes true :)
you know, we have our dark parts in our life.
you know, karena ceritanya panjang dan saya lagi malas mikir, pake bahasa indo aja ya hahahaha :p
jadi, kita tau bahwa kita punya masa2 gelap tersendiri dalem hidup. dan saat itu, kelas 1 SMA, adalah masa2ku lagi hancur. jadi orang rusak. no one knows that. karena aku bukan tipe orang yg mudah ngungkapin kesedihan dan kehancuran dalam dunia nyata.
well, anggaplah saat itu aku lagi dalam masa2 terburuk. aku hancur, rusak. dan aku nyaris bunuh diri karena menyesali kehancuranku. sayangnya aku bukan orang yg mudah percaya, sehingga beban-beban yg kupikul waktu itu udah gatau lagi mau dilepasin kemana, bingung mau cerita ke siapa.
nah, saat itu aku lagi gila2nya sama MX*T, yep, aplikasi chatting sejenis globeroom gitu. isinya seluruh orang di dunia, tp kebanyakan dari indonesia. aplikasi ini merupakan bagian dari hancurnya hidupku, tapi juga penyelamatku. disini yg pengen aku ceritain adalah ketika aplikasi ini jd penyelamatku.
di aplikasi ini, ada 60 globeroom dan biasanya cuma terisi sampai globeroom 30-an. satu globeroom bisa memuat 20 users.
kebetulan waktu itu siang bolong, hidupku rasanya lagi merana banget, masih menyesali kehancuranku. dasarnya anak muda bukannya ngapain kek malah chattingan. lupa waktu itu masuk globeroom berapa, pokoknya nongkrong2 aja dah disana. tiba2 dalem room tsb masuk seseorang dengan username "Synyster Gate" , tau itu siapa?? dia adalah GITARIS AVENGED SEVENFOLD!!! dan band itu adalah band favoritkuuuuu!!!!
mereka punya dua gitaris, yg satu synyster gate sebagai lead guitar (bagian melodi), sedangkan gitaris yg jadi favoritku adalah Zacky Vengeance sebagai rhytm. Sebagai musisi, ketika hidupmu hancur, cuma satu yg bisa jadi tempatmu bersandar dan gak akan ngecewain kamu, yaitu musik.
maka dari itu ketika pemilik username itu masuk, rasanya aku langsung agak terhibur gitu. Aku ngobrol2 sama orang itu tentang avenged sevenfold, akhirnya saling nge add supaya bisa ber private-message ria
di private message itu kami bicara ttg macem2, dia bbilang dia dari semarang, dan aku bilang aku dari jogja, dan kita ngobrol hal2 yg berhubungan sama identitas kita. entah kenapa perasaanku bilang kalo orang ini bisa dicurhatin. entah gimana awalnya tau2 aja aku udah cerita sama dia. tentang kehancuranku, aku yg nyaris bunuh diri dan sampai saat itu masih merasa pengen mati, tentang semua kesedihanku.
terus, orang ini gak ngehibur dengan kata2. dia justru nanya "apa yang paaling kamu pengenin selama kamu hidup sampai saat ini?"
then I told him, "I wanna have a brother"
bagiku punya kakak cowo sampai saat itu masih mimpi banget. sampai dia bilang ,"then I'll be your brother"
waktu dia bilang gitu rasanya... seneng, ragu, kaget semua jadi satu.
aku berpikir apa cowok ini bener2 bisa jadi KAKAK-ku? kita semua tau, bener2 susah nemuin kakak2an yg bener2 bisa jadi seorang kakak, karena biasanya berujung dengan suka2an. maka dari itu aku minta dia janji supaya hubungan antara aku sama dia gak lebih dari cuma kakak dan adek, dan jangan pernah jatuh cinta satu sama lain. dan tanpa ragu, dia bilang, "I promise."
saat itu aku bener2 masih ragu, tapi aku pegang kata2 dia. waktu itu tahun 2009. sekarang? 2013. He still keeps his promise :) can you believe it, readers?
hampir selama 4 tahun ini dia bener2 jadi kakakku, aku gak ada rasa sama dia, dan dia juga gak ada rasa sama aku karena dia toh juga ada cewe yg dia suka dari SD. sekarang dia kuliah di UN*ES semester 5 jurusan bimbingan konseling, fufufu, lumayan deketlah sama jurusan idamanku (psikologi). karena band favorit kami sama (a7x), maka kalo ngobrol ya seringnya tentang itu, atau tentang gitar karena kami sama2 gitaris :D tapi kadang2 ngobrol ttg hal lain juga, curhat2 gitulah. kakak itu baik, pengertian, lembut, dll. dia gak pernah ngomong kasar dan bijaaaak banget. dan perlakuan baik dia sebagai seorang kakak bener2 bisa ngeluarin aku dari jaman2 kehancuranku saat itu. we can say he saved my life.
tapi hubunganku sama kakak bukannya gak ada masalah. pertengahan tahun 2010-2011, dia sempet gak mau dikontak, di sms gak bales, ditelpon gak diangkat, terus (kalau gak salah) aku marah2 karena merasa gak dianggep lagi. akhirnya dia bilang "dek, kakak tuh sibuk persiapan buat UN, dingertiin dong. tolong jangan ganggu kakak sampai kakak lulus yah"
IT - WAS - A - SHOCK !!! ketika lama kita gak dikabarin, sekalinya di sms isinya ngusir. hahh, awalnya aku sedih, sebel, dan kesel. tapi aku mikir juga, kan aku belom pernah ngerasain gimana rasanya jadi anak kelas 3 SMA, mungkin tahun depan aku juga bakal sesibuk itu. jadilah aku gak ngekontak dia selama setahun lebih. sampai pertengahan tahun 2011, aku buka fb dia buat nyari2 kabar ttg dia. ooohhhh!!! ternyata bulan april kemaren dia dateng ke jogja... sama temen2nya... BAGUS BANGET YA GAK NGABARIN!!! udah tau gak pernah ketemu, sekalinya main ke kotaku gak bilang2. jadilah aku marah2 lagi ke dia , kenapa dia gak ngabarin kalo ke jogja, sebegitu gak pentingnya aku, segitu gampangnya dilupakankah aku? dan jawaban dia itu bener2 bikin aku tersentak.
dia bilang,"dek, kakak tuh udah ngabarin dedek seminggu sebelum ke jogja, tapi sms kk ke dd gagal terus. oh ternyata skrg dd udah ganti pake nomer ini toh"
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ups!
hehehe, yap, koplak sekali sodara2, saya baru ingat kalo 2011 awal ganti nomer dan lupa ngabarin huohoho :D jadi selama ini saya ngacangin orang karena keteledoran saya sendiri, trims -___-
akhirnya aku sama kakak balik kontakan lagi. kami jadi lebih deket dari sebelumnya, dia juga jadi banyak cerita tentang berbagai hal yg biasanya gak dia ceritain. bahkan dia pernah bilang, "cuma sama dd kk bs membuka diri dan cerita macem2. kk udah gak pernah lagi nyimpen semua sendiri kayak dulu. makasih dek :)"
whoaha, melayang coi. tau gak sih, kalau kita dibutuhin, apalagi dipercaya dipercaya tuh rasanya seneng banget, makanya aku gak ragu buat percaya orang ini.
setelah aku naik kelas 3 SMA, ternyata gak sesibuk dugaanku. aku masih sempet main, smsan sama kakak, diimbangin sama belajar, olahraga, musik, dankawankawan. sekitar bulan maret 2012, ayahku dapet tugas selama 3 hari ke semarang. begitu dikabarin, aku langsung bilang, "IKUT!!". dan mungkin ayahku udah mikir kasian aku belajar mulu, sekali2 diajak keluar kota lah buat refreshing. dan yoi coi, akhirnya aku izin sekolah dan ikut ayahku ke semarang. nginep di suatu hotel yg letaknya di depan mall PARA*ON. jadilah ngabarin kakak minta ketemuan. hari kedua, aku sama kakak janjian buat ketemu di mall seberang. rasanya deg2an banget ketemu sama orang special yang gak pernah ditemuin sebelumnya. ketika dia bilang, "udah di parkiran mall", aku langsung turun hotel. dan persis ketika di depan hotel, di seberang aku ngeliat dia. emang sih foto2 di fb dia gak ada yg mukanya jelas. But I knew it was him. dengan perawakannya yang tinggi kurus, dia membawa "aura" kakak. dan yap, aku tau orang disebelahnya yang dia bawa. itu sepupunya, namanya mas rizki. mukanya keliatan jelas di facebook.
dan ketika liat kakak, kakak juga ngeliat ke arahku, dan dia langsung melambaikan tangan, tau juga kalau itu aku :)
begitu nyebrang, ya salim2 lah ya sebagai anak yang paling muda. terus kita naik ke dalem mall, langsung menuju bioskop hahaha dasar anak muda. dan langsung nonton film yang paling trend jaman itu, yaitu THE RAI*, film action indonesia yang terkece saat itu hahaha. sambil nunggu masuk studio, aku sama kakak ngobrol macem2, wah seneng banget pokoknya ketemu langsung gitu. tapi aku gak suka ada mas rizki disitu. bukan, bukan gak suka sama mas rizkinya, aku cuma gak suka ketika ketemu bertiga, yang dua asik ngobrol dan yang satu ditinggal sendiri, dia cuma diem sambil main hape. I hate that. it was super duper awkward -___-
but its okay, aku mencoba utk ngajak mas rizki ngobrol walo akhirnya cuma bertahan 10-15 detik doang -_-
singkatnya kami nonton film itu, bagus bet dah filmnya. keren, indonesia harus sering2 bikin film kaya gini, udah kebanyakan horror sama drama comedy atau romance2 sih. begitu keluar dari studio, kakak bilang, "dek, kakak pulang ya, rizki udah ngajakin pulang nih ada tugas katanya"
aku sedih, tapi sebagai adik yg baik gaboleh ngeluh kan? udah bisa ketemu aja syukur banget.
begitu aku sampai di hotel dan kakak juga udah di rumah, kakak sms, "dek, kk udah sampe rumah. kk nyesel tadi bawa rizki, kalo gak bawa dia kan bisa lebih lama sama dd :("
hohoho, thanks kak, sedihku tersembuhkan :3
setelah itu kami tambah deket, lebih saling percaya, saling sayang dkk. dia udah bener2 kayak kakak beneran, dan rasa cinta ke dia sebagai seorang cowok bener2 gak ada :D sekarang aku bisa buktiin kaloorang bilang "gak mungkin cuma kakak adek an, pasti ada sesuatunya", hohoho ada lho yg bener2 bisa cuma kakak adek an :D
yup, waktu terus berjalan, akhirnya aku keterima di UI jurusan kimia, jaman2 ospek sebagai maba pun dimulai. SIBUKNYA ALAMAAAAKKK~ mana aku juga sebagai koordinator sefakultasnya maba pula, karena sering update info2 gitu, jadinya jadi sumber info deh, lalu tiba2 saya jadi terjun dalam bidang kehumasan sampai sekarang ._.
sumpah deh, ospek pas itu bener2 bikin sibuk banget, ampe tidur aja cuma sempet dua jam doang. ampe pacar aja juga dikacangin padahal dia sempet aja tuh ngabarin. otomatis kakak juga dikacangin, tapi awalnya aku udah bilang aku lagi sibuk ospek.
dan kesibukan itu ternyata gak berakhir pas ospek aja. karena betapa aktifnya aku pas jaman ospek, aku pun ditawarin berbagai kepanitiaan dan acara2. belum lagi tugas kuliah yang membludak. dan pas semester 1 itu emang aku ikut teater yang sebentar lagi bakal pentas. hampir tiap hari latihan sampai lewat dari jam 12 malem. bah, gila2an, pulang juga sering gak langsung tidur. mandi dulu, tugas kuliah dulu, urusan kepanitiaan dulu. pusing lah pokoknya. sampai berakhirnya semester 1, aku baru bisa ngehubungin kakak lagi. tapi pas itu, tiba2 dia udah berubah jadi aneh, kukasih tau ya, kakak itu bukan manusia biasa, dia itu orang aneh yg suka ngasih respon aneh yg gak terduga dan sering diluar masuk akal. tapi entah kenapa kali ini respon2 dia bener2 kayak manusia biasa banget. saat itu lah saat yg pantas aku bilang, "kakak jadi aneh." Dia cuma bales "bukannya dd selalu bilang kakak ini aneh?", kujawab "iya, tapi skrg kakak tu kayak orang normal, makanya kakak yg skrg tuh aneh", dan jreng jreng, dia bales, "oh, sadar toh"
ups, rupanya ketika kutinggal selama 4 bulan lebih karena sibuk ngurusin kuliah ngebuat dia jadi kecewa sama aku dan susah percaya sama aku lagi. itu bikin aku down, aku minta maaf ke dia dan janji bakalan ngerubah diri dan sering2 kasih dia kabar. tapi besoknya aku mikir, aku dulu nungguin dia sampe lulus SMA nyaris setahun dan rasa sayangku ke dia gak pernah berubah, sekarang baru kutinggal sibuk 4 bulan aja dia udah begini? astaga, aku ngerasa dibodohin banget. jadilah aku yg protes karena merasa dia gak adil. ketika kubilang gitu, dia langsung sadar dan minta maaf ke aku. dasar emang udah gak begitu percaya ke aku, dia emang masih berubah, tapi lama2 dia balik ke sedia kala. dan sampai sekarang kami masih kontakan, yeeeeyyy :D
He is a precious brother for me, and he'll always be :)
thanks my bro, to make my dream comes true :) semoga hubungan ini gak berubah sampai kapanpun, amiiiinn :D
Selasa, 16 Juli 2013
*18* -ROBBY-
3. Robby N. H.
born on october 18th.
N. H.? Its from his name, and its a secret. Only the writer knows his full name lol
Doesn't mean I dont wanna share with the reader (I don't even know is there anyone read my blog), its just I'm afraid this person will know that I write post about him in my blog (although I know he doesn'nt know that I have a blog). So why I dont want him to know? Well, lets begin the story..
.....
........
..........
But I have no story about him!!!
well, I'll just tell anything about this guy..
He's my senior in my junior high school (Muhammadiyah 2 JHS, Yogyakarta). one year older.
I forgot how can I met and liked him, but it wasn't love.
why? because, I only liked his face. HIS IS VERY MY TIPE!!!
Everytime I saw him, I shouted and getting crazy lol. It sounds like "aaawww! Mas Robbyyyyy aaaa!!!!" lol
and when he walked straight to me, I can only run and hide, I was so nervous lol.
He's a drummer, I really glad to saw him playing drum at the school's events. he seemed sparkling XD
And he's a crazy person, I often saw him getting crazy while listening musics lol.
But we never talked. we never had story. I remember I texted him once or twice and he replied back. But just normal-awkward conversation lol. I never tried so hard to get close to him, because he had a girlfriend. You know, I dont wanna be such a girl who steal someone's boy.
when he graduated, he accepted at the senior high school right beside the JHS, the Muhammadiyah SHS Yogyakarta. and I was at grade three of junior high school. My last year. I was sad but calm, he did graduated, but I had chance to saw him because his school was really really really near. It only takes one second to go to his SHS lol. I came to school at the last day he's going to be at that school. I came only to saw him for the last time at school. It was such a great memories although only for myself lol.
At that grade three, I was so busy to prepare my national exam, and I didnt have time to go to his SHS and looked for him haha. But I saw him once. At the morning, when I was in the journey to go to my JHS, I went through his SHS. I always did and tried to looked for him, but I can't found him. But someday, that morning, I saw him. I didnt look at his face, I couldn't. I can only looked at his back. He was going to enter the SHS's gate. But I know it was him. I couldnt looked at his face, but I know it was him. I knew from how he walked, his tall, his style. He was wearing the scout uniform. lol, he looked cute.
To make sure, I increase the speed of my motorcycle and passed him, then I only looked at his face.. yep! it is really him :D
But it was the last time I see him. I graduated and accepted at the SHS far away from my JHS. And I forgot about him.
I never recalled him until the second term of my college. I suddenly remembered about him and tried to search him via facebook. I never knew his full name, I only knew people called him Robby. then I tried to search him via facebook, it was soooo many of Robby -_- Then I filtered it to Robby who lives in Yogyakarta. Still, so many Robby. But I saw one account who has lot of mutual friends, I checked the mutual friends and they're those people from my junior high school. I checked his photo, and, oh, there it is. ITS REALLY HIM!!!
I sent him the friend request and looked at his profile info. Oh! he was born at 18th of October! lol what a coincidence. then I tried to search him via twitter by his email that I got from his facebook, and I got it. He still active at twitter :D
so I followed him and mention him, but just like what I thought, he didnt recognize who am I (of course -_-) now he didnt followed me back. Now he interested in soccer lol.
Well, I had great feeling with that guy :D
born on october 18th.
N. H.? Its from his name, and its a secret. Only the writer knows his full name lol
Doesn't mean I dont wanna share with the reader (I don't even know is there anyone read my blog), its just I'm afraid this person will know that I write post about him in my blog (although I know he doesn'nt know that I have a blog). So why I dont want him to know? Well, lets begin the story..
.....
........
..........
But I have no story about him!!!
well, I'll just tell anything about this guy..
He's my senior in my junior high school (Muhammadiyah 2 JHS, Yogyakarta). one year older.
I forgot how can I met and liked him, but it wasn't love.
why? because, I only liked his face. HIS IS VERY MY TIPE!!!
Everytime I saw him, I shouted and getting crazy lol. It sounds like "aaawww! Mas Robbyyyyy aaaa!!!!" lol
and when he walked straight to me, I can only run and hide, I was so nervous lol.
He's a drummer, I really glad to saw him playing drum at the school's events. he seemed sparkling XD
And he's a crazy person, I often saw him getting crazy while listening musics lol.
But we never talked. we never had story. I remember I texted him once or twice and he replied back. But just normal-awkward conversation lol. I never tried so hard to get close to him, because he had a girlfriend. You know, I dont wanna be such a girl who steal someone's boy.
when he graduated, he accepted at the senior high school right beside the JHS, the Muhammadiyah SHS Yogyakarta. and I was at grade three of junior high school. My last year. I was sad but calm, he did graduated, but I had chance to saw him because his school was really really really near. It only takes one second to go to his SHS lol. I came to school at the last day he's going to be at that school. I came only to saw him for the last time at school. It was such a great memories although only for myself lol.
At that grade three, I was so busy to prepare my national exam, and I didnt have time to go to his SHS and looked for him haha. But I saw him once. At the morning, when I was in the journey to go to my JHS, I went through his SHS. I always did and tried to looked for him, but I can't found him. But someday, that morning, I saw him. I didnt look at his face, I couldn't. I can only looked at his back. He was going to enter the SHS's gate. But I know it was him. I couldnt looked at his face, but I know it was him. I knew from how he walked, his tall, his style. He was wearing the scout uniform. lol, he looked cute.
To make sure, I increase the speed of my motorcycle and passed him, then I only looked at his face.. yep! it is really him :D
But it was the last time I see him. I graduated and accepted at the SHS far away from my JHS. And I forgot about him.
I never recalled him until the second term of my college. I suddenly remembered about him and tried to search him via facebook. I never knew his full name, I only knew people called him Robby. then I tried to search him via facebook, it was soooo many of Robby -_- Then I filtered it to Robby who lives in Yogyakarta. Still, so many Robby. But I saw one account who has lot of mutual friends, I checked the mutual friends and they're those people from my junior high school. I checked his photo, and, oh, there it is. ITS REALLY HIM!!!
I sent him the friend request and looked at his profile info. Oh! he was born at 18th of October! lol what a coincidence. then I tried to search him via twitter by his email that I got from his facebook, and I got it. He still active at twitter :D
so I followed him and mention him, but just like what I thought, he didnt recognize who am I (of course -_-) now he didnt followed me back. Now he interested in soccer lol.
Well, I had great feeling with that guy :D
Minggu, 14 Juli 2013
*18* -ZEASTANK-
2. Harits Zeastank !!
Actually, I forgot his real name, oh, maybe that zeastank is his real name? ._.
Lol, I don't remember. Hey, dont blame me! Its already so long ago! But I dont think that zeastank is his real name ._.
LOLOLOLOL, I was so curious about his real name I asked one of my friend, "anyone from our school (sma n 9 yogyakarta) who's studying at information technology UGM (the same major of harits)??"
He said, "I dont know, ask Reza Arkan"
I said, "oh, what's Reza Arkan learn?"
the he replied, "information technology at UGM"
GOSH!! hahahaha what a funny friend he is -,- by the way , this "koplak"friend is also born on 18th, I'll talk about him later :D
when I asked Reza Arkan about Harits, about 5 minutes ago, YES! HE KNOWS HIM!! And I got Harits's full name..
it is.. M. HARITS FAISHAL!!!
HOHOHO GOTCHA!!!
He was born on january 18th. Now (maybe) he's 19 years old.
okay, now we know his real name, its time to talk about him.
He is my friend when I studied at SDN MAWAR 7 BANJARMASIN, I was at grade 6, second term, as a transferred student from Jakarta.
He's not only my friend, but he also someone I liked when I was in that school.
as a transferred student, I was pretty famous (dont mean to be arrogant, but its the truth) and many people confessed to me and wanted my attention. But I only gave my attention to this guy (secretly). I didn't talk much to him, I was nervous I've never been brave to do that. But someone from my class, lets call him M, he knew my feelings for harits. M also one of those who wants my attention, so he tried to separate me from Harits (although Harits and I haven't have something to separate ._.)
when I was in the class, M give me a paper and said "this is from Harits", when I open the paper, its written "I HATE YOU". Heh, sorry M, I'm not a fool, I know this isn't from Harits, but this is from M. But then I got another paper, sent via another friend, he said "from Harits".
I looked at Harits and he also looked at me. Oh, is it really from him? I opened the paper, and written in it , "Do you hate me?? why? I'm sorry if I have mistakes, but what's my fault?" .... ngahahah, I didn't know M also sent "I hate you" paper to Harits, and Harits got in M's trap. then I replied by paper to Harits, I explained about M's trap and THANKS TO YOU, M, since that day, me and Harits switch paper each other all the time hohoho, I got to like him more and more~
But.. its almost the time to graduate, and Harits didnt confess to me like anybody else. Why? am I brokenheart? So he didn't like me and only thought me as his friend? that makes me sad. But he said and did things that gave me hopes. was it just his kindness?
I was so curious, then suddenly, Harits's bestfriend confess to me. what should I do?
well, I have to end this hopes and face reality. I want to know Harits's respond if I accept his bestfriend feeling, so I accept his bestfriend feeling, lets call him Z.
But.. you know? Harits seems okay, he seems fine. he seems like usual. We stopped exchangng paper each other since I became Z's girlfriend. but Harits really seems okay. I was soooo broken heart. Gosh, he also helped Z to let Z know am I cheated Z or not!!! How can he...
haft, so I continued my relationship with Z, tried to forget Harits and accepted Z as my lover. I think I made it.
ITS GRADUATE TIME!
we've done our time in SDN MAWAR 7, and my fams had decide to leave banjarmasin and go to yogyakarta. Me and Z decided to continue our relationship. Before I moved, I shaked hands with all my classmates and cried with them. it was so sad :(
so after I moved to Yogyakarta and start my junior high school's life, I broke up with Z a month later because he cheated with his neighbour. Lol I knew its gonna happen. So we broke up easily and I didnt cry at all.
I continued my life at Muhammadiyah 2 JHS, and got accepted at NINE SHS, yogyakarta in 2009.
when I entered senior high school, I started to use facebook. yep, that's social media that help us to keep in touch with friends so far away. I dont know exactly when, but someday, I suddenly remember about Harits and try to search him on facebook. I got one profile and checked his mutual friend. OH! They're my friends from SDN MAWAR 7! I checked his photos, oh here it is.. its the real Harits! :D
from his profile picture, I knew he loves Red Hot Chilli Peppers, I love that band too, but I'm sure not as much as him. I added him and he accepted my request. a few days later (or weeks? months? I forgot), we had some chitchat at facebook, and he told me that he lived in Semarang, its only 3 hours journey from Yogyakarta. We only talked a bit and its done, yep, thats all.
Until someday, he said he's going to Yogyakarta! huraaayyy! We planned to meet at Ambarukmo Plaza. When the day had come, he said he waited at gramedia, so I went straight to gramedia and told him I'm at comic's line. when I readed one of comics, suddenly someone touched my right ear. I looked at my right and no one was there. I looked at my left then a guy wearing glasses smiled in front of me. I know its him.. Oh, he changed a lot. But he still Harits I knew from elementary school :)
he bought a music book (or not? I forgot) and we decided to go upstairs to looked for foods.
when we waited for our foods, we sat and talked much, he told me about RHCP, and his life now. He said he accepted at information technology UGM. I told him too about my life. Then, that nostalgic story came lol. We talked about our moments at elementary school, and he told me he was so curious why did I became Z's girlfriend while he was the one who close to me. I said "lol I dont know. Just so you know, the one I'm in love with at that time, was you," then he said ,"me too".
oh, awkwards moment.
he said me too? okay, it's late. but I'm glad because if we had a relationship at that time and broke up, we wont meet and had a great conversation. Then we kept talking so much, what a fun day!
then I went back home and he want back to Semarang. he only came to jogja to prepare his college things and met me.
its not the last time I met him. another time (I really forgot when -_-), we planned to meet again. But I can only stayed home because I have things to do. so he came to my house and we talked much, my dad knew him from my elementary school's friend from banjarmasin :D
then he went home, I packed, back to Jakarta, and continue my college's life~
now I had blackberry phone and had his PIN, we talks so much, and also some nostalgic lol.
He's smoking, it makes me very sad and dissappointed since cigarette gives me painful memories, but I had to keep up with it , I wont lose harits only because he's smoking. its ridiculous. so now we keep in touch :D
Actually, I forgot his real name, oh, maybe that zeastank is his real name? ._.
Lol, I don't remember. Hey, dont blame me! Its already so long ago! But I dont think that zeastank is his real name ._.
LOLOLOLOL, I was so curious about his real name I asked one of my friend, "anyone from our school (sma n 9 yogyakarta) who's studying at information technology UGM (the same major of harits)??"
He said, "I dont know, ask Reza Arkan"
I said, "oh, what's Reza Arkan learn?"
the he replied, "information technology at UGM"
GOSH!! hahahaha what a funny friend he is -,- by the way , this "koplak"friend is also born on 18th, I'll talk about him later :D
when I asked Reza Arkan about Harits, about 5 minutes ago, YES! HE KNOWS HIM!! And I got Harits's full name..
it is.. M. HARITS FAISHAL!!!
HOHOHO GOTCHA!!!
He was born on january 18th. Now (maybe) he's 19 years old.
okay, now we know his real name, its time to talk about him.
He is my friend when I studied at SDN MAWAR 7 BANJARMASIN, I was at grade 6, second term, as a transferred student from Jakarta.
He's not only my friend, but he also someone I liked when I was in that school.
as a transferred student, I was pretty famous (dont mean to be arrogant, but its the truth) and many people confessed to me and wanted my attention. But I only gave my attention to this guy (secretly). I didn't talk much to him, I was nervous I've never been brave to do that. But someone from my class, lets call him M, he knew my feelings for harits. M also one of those who wants my attention, so he tried to separate me from Harits (although Harits and I haven't have something to separate ._.)
when I was in the class, M give me a paper and said "this is from Harits", when I open the paper, its written "I HATE YOU". Heh, sorry M, I'm not a fool, I know this isn't from Harits, but this is from M. But then I got another paper, sent via another friend, he said "from Harits".
I looked at Harits and he also looked at me. Oh, is it really from him? I opened the paper, and written in it , "Do you hate me?? why? I'm sorry if I have mistakes, but what's my fault?" .... ngahahah, I didn't know M also sent "I hate you" paper to Harits, and Harits got in M's trap. then I replied by paper to Harits, I explained about M's trap and THANKS TO YOU, M, since that day, me and Harits switch paper each other all the time hohoho, I got to like him more and more~
But.. its almost the time to graduate, and Harits didnt confess to me like anybody else. Why? am I brokenheart? So he didn't like me and only thought me as his friend? that makes me sad. But he said and did things that gave me hopes. was it just his kindness?
I was so curious, then suddenly, Harits's bestfriend confess to me. what should I do?
well, I have to end this hopes and face reality. I want to know Harits's respond if I accept his bestfriend feeling, so I accept his bestfriend feeling, lets call him Z.
But.. you know? Harits seems okay, he seems fine. he seems like usual. We stopped exchangng paper each other since I became Z's girlfriend. but Harits really seems okay. I was soooo broken heart. Gosh, he also helped Z to let Z know am I cheated Z or not!!! How can he...
haft, so I continued my relationship with Z, tried to forget Harits and accepted Z as my lover. I think I made it.
ITS GRADUATE TIME!
we've done our time in SDN MAWAR 7, and my fams had decide to leave banjarmasin and go to yogyakarta. Me and Z decided to continue our relationship. Before I moved, I shaked hands with all my classmates and cried with them. it was so sad :(
so after I moved to Yogyakarta and start my junior high school's life, I broke up with Z a month later because he cheated with his neighbour. Lol I knew its gonna happen. So we broke up easily and I didnt cry at all.
I continued my life at Muhammadiyah 2 JHS, and got accepted at NINE SHS, yogyakarta in 2009.
when I entered senior high school, I started to use facebook. yep, that's social media that help us to keep in touch with friends so far away. I dont know exactly when, but someday, I suddenly remember about Harits and try to search him on facebook. I got one profile and checked his mutual friend. OH! They're my friends from SDN MAWAR 7! I checked his photos, oh here it is.. its the real Harits! :D
from his profile picture, I knew he loves Red Hot Chilli Peppers, I love that band too, but I'm sure not as much as him. I added him and he accepted my request. a few days later (or weeks? months? I forgot), we had some chitchat at facebook, and he told me that he lived in Semarang, its only 3 hours journey from Yogyakarta. We only talked a bit and its done, yep, thats all.
Until someday, he said he's going to Yogyakarta! huraaayyy! We planned to meet at Ambarukmo Plaza. When the day had come, he said he waited at gramedia, so I went straight to gramedia and told him I'm at comic's line. when I readed one of comics, suddenly someone touched my right ear. I looked at my right and no one was there. I looked at my left then a guy wearing glasses smiled in front of me. I know its him.. Oh, he changed a lot. But he still Harits I knew from elementary school :)
he bought a music book (or not? I forgot) and we decided to go upstairs to looked for foods.
when we waited for our foods, we sat and talked much, he told me about RHCP, and his life now. He said he accepted at information technology UGM. I told him too about my life. Then, that nostalgic story came lol. We talked about our moments at elementary school, and he told me he was so curious why did I became Z's girlfriend while he was the one who close to me. I said "lol I dont know. Just so you know, the one I'm in love with at that time, was you," then he said ,"me too".
oh, awkwards moment.
he said me too? okay, it's late. but I'm glad because if we had a relationship at that time and broke up, we wont meet and had a great conversation. Then we kept talking so much, what a fun day!
then I went back home and he want back to Semarang. he only came to jogja to prepare his college things and met me.
its not the last time I met him. another time (I really forgot when -_-), we planned to meet again. But I can only stayed home because I have things to do. so he came to my house and we talked much, my dad knew him from my elementary school's friend from banjarmasin :D
then he went home, I packed, back to Jakarta, and continue my college's life~
now I had blackberry phone and had his PIN, we talks so much, and also some nostalgic lol.
He's smoking, it makes me very sad and dissappointed since cigarette gives me painful memories, but I had to keep up with it , I wont lose harits only because he's smoking. its ridiculous. so now we keep in touch :D
Sabtu, 13 Juli 2013
*18* -MY SELF-
EIGHTEEEEENNNN
uhuh, eighteen. 18.
I was born on 18th of February and now I'm 18 years old.
For me, 18 is such a perfect number. I bless everyone who born on 18th lol.
Maybe I'm gonna talk about people who born on 18th in my life~
But I'm gonna separate the post per person in case I can't complete it in one time so I can write another time :D
so lets begin :D
1. My Self
Lol, why me? because I haven't talk about myself yet (what a selfish reason!)
well, my name is Ratu Su'ud Hanum, born on february 18th at Banjarmasin, South Borneo.
I used to have MUSICIAN as my dream. I used to. Now I throw that dream away. Why? because they told me to face the reality. reality of what? A reality that not many musician can become success.
Well I dont need to success, its my husband's responsibility someday. I only wanna be a musician, because I love it so much. Why can't I? But as an older sister in my family, I have to "face the reality", who knows someday I will not find someone to be my husband and have to take responsibility of my younger sister and my parents? So yeah, I stopped learning guitar and just play it sometimes.
I have a sister called Nina, but her name is Regina Elisa. People in family called her Nina. Dont ask me why, I only follow them. Parents? Normal people only have two. But I have four.
My parents got divorce when I was a very little kid, then my mom married another man then divorce again, then married again then divorce again, and now she lives alone with her child from the last ex-husband, called Gibran (the child, not the husband). she lives at Banjarmasin now, and I live at Jakarta, so its sad to be so far away from her :(
My dad didn't marry after divorced. So he works and lives alone. I lived with him since I was at elementary school grade 6 second term at Banjarmasin and still live with him until now. He married a young girl who only 12 years older than me at april 2012. But she's a nice girl. Now we live at depok, West Java and I'm studying at University of Indonesia, chemistry departement.
So I've mention 3 parents, my mom, my dad, and my wife's dad. One more parents. My aunt. Yep, for me, she's my parents too. She feed me since I live in this world until now. She bought me all my clothes, my school until now, my home, and everything. But its not what I love from her. I love her because she has such a big heart. She helps other people when another people didnt. She had a hard life but she lived with it from zero until now, she became "someone". She's such a brave person and kind hearted :)
thats all my parents lol.
I love rock music (avenged sevenfold, Guns N' Roses, System Of A Down, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Linkin Park, Korn, and many more), I love sleeping, I love blue, I love winter (I wanna see snows!!), I love guitar, I love Harvest Moon (if you ever live as LITTLE KID, you HAVE TO know this game!!!), I love CUTE CHILLD <3 , I hate ghost, I hate darkness, I hate vegetables, I hate cockroach, I hate cigarette, I hate lies, and blahblah
enough about my self!
uhuh, eighteen. 18.
I was born on 18th of February and now I'm 18 years old.
For me, 18 is such a perfect number. I bless everyone who born on 18th lol.
Maybe I'm gonna talk about people who born on 18th in my life~
But I'm gonna separate the post per person in case I can't complete it in one time so I can write another time :D
so lets begin :D
1. My Self
Lol, why me? because I haven't talk about myself yet (what a selfish reason!)
well, my name is Ratu Su'ud Hanum, born on february 18th at Banjarmasin, South Borneo.
I used to have MUSICIAN as my dream. I used to. Now I throw that dream away. Why? because they told me to face the reality. reality of what? A reality that not many musician can become success.
Well I dont need to success, its my husband's responsibility someday. I only wanna be a musician, because I love it so much. Why can't I? But as an older sister in my family, I have to "face the reality", who knows someday I will not find someone to be my husband and have to take responsibility of my younger sister and my parents? So yeah, I stopped learning guitar and just play it sometimes.
I have a sister called Nina, but her name is Regina Elisa. People in family called her Nina. Dont ask me why, I only follow them. Parents? Normal people only have two. But I have four.
My parents got divorce when I was a very little kid, then my mom married another man then divorce again, then married again then divorce again, and now she lives alone with her child from the last ex-husband, called Gibran (the child, not the husband). she lives at Banjarmasin now, and I live at Jakarta, so its sad to be so far away from her :(
My dad didn't marry after divorced. So he works and lives alone. I lived with him since I was at elementary school grade 6 second term at Banjarmasin and still live with him until now. He married a young girl who only 12 years older than me at april 2012. But she's a nice girl. Now we live at depok, West Java and I'm studying at University of Indonesia, chemistry departement.
So I've mention 3 parents, my mom, my dad, and my wife's dad. One more parents. My aunt. Yep, for me, she's my parents too. She feed me since I live in this world until now. She bought me all my clothes, my school until now, my home, and everything. But its not what I love from her. I love her because she has such a big heart. She helps other people when another people didnt. She had a hard life but she lived with it from zero until now, she became "someone". She's such a brave person and kind hearted :)
thats all my parents lol.
I love rock music (avenged sevenfold, Guns N' Roses, System Of A Down, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Linkin Park, Korn, and many more), I love sleeping, I love blue, I love winter (I wanna see snows!!), I love guitar, I love Harvest Moon (if you ever live as LITTLE KID, you HAVE TO know this game!!!), I love CUTE CHILLD <3 , I hate ghost, I hate darkness, I hate vegetables, I hate cockroach, I hate cigarette, I hate lies, and blahblah
enough about my self!
Kamis, 11 Juli 2013
2013
so my last post was in 2012?
haha rupanya aku vakum cukup lama..
yap, 2012 kemarin itu waktu-waktu yang sibuk banget. aku lulus dari SMA 9 Yogyakarta dan berpisah dari FROST.. itu bikin sedih banget.. they're so precious to me :" But life must go on, right?
Setelah kelulusan, di SMA masih ngadain pembelajaran intensif untuk persiapan SNMPTN..
apakah SNMPTN?
SNMPTN merupakan singkatan dari Seleksi Nasional Masuk Perguruan Tinggi Negeri. Yak, kalo gak salah itu. cmiiw.
tahun 2012, SNMPTN masih terbagi menjadi dua, SNMPTN undangan dan SNMPTN ujian tulis.
SNMPTN undangan adalah seleksi masuk PTN dengan cara menyeleksi nilai para murid2 mulai dari semester 4 (atau semester 3? lupa). dan gak sembarang orang yg bisa ikut SNMPTN undangan. Bagi sekolah terakreditasi A, murid yg bs jd peserta SNMPTN undangan adalah murid-murid yang nilai rata-rata rapot dari semester 4 nya masuk setengah besar dari jumlah satu angkatan di sekolah tersebut. Itu pula baru daftar, nanti begitu udah masukin pilihan universitas beserta prodi via online, akan diseleksi lagi secara nasional berdasarkan nilai paling tinggi. Yg gak cukup tinggi, gak keterima dimana-mana. Tapi kalau keterima, lalu dilepas/gak diambil, sekolah tersebut akan diblacklist oleh pihak SNMPTN. Aku termasuk salah satu yang bisa ikut SNMPTN undangan dan memilih UI-kimia, UI-psikologi, dan UGM-psikologi sebagai pilihan. yap, itu pilihan yang amat sangat beresiko. Kenapa? karena aku adalah murid dari kelas IPA yang otomatis nilai rapotnya adalah nilai IPA, jadi untuk masuk ke prodi dengan jurusan IPS melalui undangan itu bs disebut agak mustahil. dan akhirnya? Yak, gak keterima. Aku udah gak boleh nerusin kuliah di jogja, karena tante yg membiayai pendidikanku nyuruh kuliah di jakarta alias di UI. Universitas Indonesia. Okay, that's a hard choice.
Setelah SNMPTN undangan, ada SNMPTN ujian tulis. Biasanya orang-orang yg ikut ujian tulis adalah org2 yg gak keterima undangan. Just like me. Akhirnya aku daftar ujian tulis dan memilih jenis ujian IPC (gabungan IPA dan IPS) karena aku milih prodi Psikologi-UI (IPS), Kimia-UI (IPA), dan Psikologi-UIN (IPS). I studied sooo hard. lebih kenceng dari sepupuku yang juga ngambil ujian tulis, karena dia cuma belajar IPS sedangkan aku juga IPA. aku juga sekalian belajar buat SIMAK UI, alias ujian masuk khusus UI. dan soal2 SIMAK itu terkeeenal susahnya. Aku dan sepupuku daftar di Nurul F---- buat ikut bimbel persiapan SIMAK. siap2 kalau gak lulus SNMPTN hahaha. Gak cuma itu, kami juga ikutan ujian mandiri UIN sebagai cadangan kalau gak keterima. Pada hari ujian tulis SNMPTN, aku kedapetan ujian di depok, di SMA sejahtera 1, sedangkan sepupuku nanjauh di jakarta hiks. iyasih, ujiannya aja jenisnya beda.Setelah ujian selama dua hari, kami tetep ikut bimbel di NF. Nah, pengumuman SNMPTN ujian tulis itu sebelum tanggal pengumuman ujian mandiri UIN dan sebelum SIMAK UI. Saat hari pengumuman.. jeng jeng jeng..
Aku lagi di jalan hahaha mana koneksi hp super lemot pula, jadilah gabisa buka --a
akhirnya minta pacarku yg nanjauh di jogja sana bukain, pas di telpon dia bilang.."keterima kimia UI!!!"
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YEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
For me, to be in University of Indonesia is almost impossible. Susah coi masuk sana. But thanks God :)
walau kimia, bukan psikologi, its okay, toh aku juga suka kimia.
Dan sepupuku juga keterima di HI-UIN :D that was such a great day :D
setelah itu, aku gak ikut SIMAK. hahaha udah pusing sama ujian. sedangkan sepupuku tetep ikut buat nyoba masuk HI-UI. Setelah mengikuti registrasi untuk masuk UI, kami dikasih berbagai jadwal kegiatan OBM (kayak orientasi kelas di perkuliahan) dan paduan suara untuk melepas para sarjana.
Pas lagi nyanyi padus, tiba2 aku dapet kabar keterima Psikologi-UIN. Oh man, I want it DX
tapi aku udah bayar 13juta buat masuk UI, masa dilepas buat masuk UIN?? sayang..
akhirnya kulepas psikologi-UIN itu (dadaaaaahhh :") dan dimulailah rangkaian kegiatan menjadi mahasiswa baru Universitas Indonesia 2012
Setelah rangkaian2 tersebut, dimulailah kehidupan ospek., ada ospek universitas (OKK), ospek fakultas (PSAF), dan ospek departemen kimia (OPDK) yang mengambil hampir seluruh waktu tidurku buat ngerjain tugas2nya hahahah. Cerita? ogah, silahkan merasakan sendiri hahahaha. But trust me, itu bakalan berguna banget di perkuliahan nanti karena pas masa2 kuliah yg disambi dgn organisasi dan kepanitiaan akan memaksa kamu untuk begadang atau bahkan gak tidur saking sibuknya. So, salam sukses!
Itu adalah sebab2 mengapa aku lama vakum, karena sibuk kuliah menn.. ini juga ngepost karena libur semester dua, gak ada kerjaan hahaha
I hope everything gonna be alright~ :)
haha rupanya aku vakum cukup lama..
yap, 2012 kemarin itu waktu-waktu yang sibuk banget. aku lulus dari SMA 9 Yogyakarta dan berpisah dari FROST.. itu bikin sedih banget.. they're so precious to me :" But life must go on, right?
Setelah kelulusan, di SMA masih ngadain pembelajaran intensif untuk persiapan SNMPTN..
apakah SNMPTN?
SNMPTN merupakan singkatan dari Seleksi Nasional Masuk Perguruan Tinggi Negeri. Yak, kalo gak salah itu. cmiiw.
tahun 2012, SNMPTN masih terbagi menjadi dua, SNMPTN undangan dan SNMPTN ujian tulis.
SNMPTN undangan adalah seleksi masuk PTN dengan cara menyeleksi nilai para murid2 mulai dari semester 4 (atau semester 3? lupa). dan gak sembarang orang yg bisa ikut SNMPTN undangan. Bagi sekolah terakreditasi A, murid yg bs jd peserta SNMPTN undangan adalah murid-murid yang nilai rata-rata rapot dari semester 4 nya masuk setengah besar dari jumlah satu angkatan di sekolah tersebut. Itu pula baru daftar, nanti begitu udah masukin pilihan universitas beserta prodi via online, akan diseleksi lagi secara nasional berdasarkan nilai paling tinggi. Yg gak cukup tinggi, gak keterima dimana-mana. Tapi kalau keterima, lalu dilepas/gak diambil, sekolah tersebut akan diblacklist oleh pihak SNMPTN. Aku termasuk salah satu yang bisa ikut SNMPTN undangan dan memilih UI-kimia, UI-psikologi, dan UGM-psikologi sebagai pilihan. yap, itu pilihan yang amat sangat beresiko. Kenapa? karena aku adalah murid dari kelas IPA yang otomatis nilai rapotnya adalah nilai IPA, jadi untuk masuk ke prodi dengan jurusan IPS melalui undangan itu bs disebut agak mustahil. dan akhirnya? Yak, gak keterima. Aku udah gak boleh nerusin kuliah di jogja, karena tante yg membiayai pendidikanku nyuruh kuliah di jakarta alias di UI. Universitas Indonesia. Okay, that's a hard choice.
Setelah SNMPTN undangan, ada SNMPTN ujian tulis. Biasanya orang-orang yg ikut ujian tulis adalah org2 yg gak keterima undangan. Just like me. Akhirnya aku daftar ujian tulis dan memilih jenis ujian IPC (gabungan IPA dan IPS) karena aku milih prodi Psikologi-UI (IPS), Kimia-UI (IPA), dan Psikologi-UIN (IPS). I studied sooo hard. lebih kenceng dari sepupuku yang juga ngambil ujian tulis, karena dia cuma belajar IPS sedangkan aku juga IPA. aku juga sekalian belajar buat SIMAK UI, alias ujian masuk khusus UI. dan soal2 SIMAK itu terkeeenal susahnya. Aku dan sepupuku daftar di Nurul F---- buat ikut bimbel persiapan SIMAK. siap2 kalau gak lulus SNMPTN hahaha. Gak cuma itu, kami juga ikutan ujian mandiri UIN sebagai cadangan kalau gak keterima. Pada hari ujian tulis SNMPTN, aku kedapetan ujian di depok, di SMA sejahtera 1, sedangkan sepupuku nanjauh di jakarta hiks. iyasih, ujiannya aja jenisnya beda.Setelah ujian selama dua hari, kami tetep ikut bimbel di NF. Nah, pengumuman SNMPTN ujian tulis itu sebelum tanggal pengumuman ujian mandiri UIN dan sebelum SIMAK UI. Saat hari pengumuman.. jeng jeng jeng..
Aku lagi di jalan hahaha mana koneksi hp super lemot pula, jadilah gabisa buka --a
akhirnya minta pacarku yg nanjauh di jogja sana bukain, pas di telpon dia bilang.."keterima kimia UI!!!"
....
........
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YEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
For me, to be in University of Indonesia is almost impossible. Susah coi masuk sana. But thanks God :)
walau kimia, bukan psikologi, its okay, toh aku juga suka kimia.
Dan sepupuku juga keterima di HI-UIN :D that was such a great day :D
setelah itu, aku gak ikut SIMAK. hahaha udah pusing sama ujian. sedangkan sepupuku tetep ikut buat nyoba masuk HI-UI. Setelah mengikuti registrasi untuk masuk UI, kami dikasih berbagai jadwal kegiatan OBM (kayak orientasi kelas di perkuliahan) dan paduan suara untuk melepas para sarjana.
Pas lagi nyanyi padus, tiba2 aku dapet kabar keterima Psikologi-UIN. Oh man, I want it DX
tapi aku udah bayar 13juta buat masuk UI, masa dilepas buat masuk UIN?? sayang..
akhirnya kulepas psikologi-UIN itu (dadaaaaahhh :") dan dimulailah rangkaian kegiatan menjadi mahasiswa baru Universitas Indonesia 2012
Setelah rangkaian2 tersebut, dimulailah kehidupan ospek., ada ospek universitas (OKK), ospek fakultas (PSAF), dan ospek departemen kimia (OPDK) yang mengambil hampir seluruh waktu tidurku buat ngerjain tugas2nya hahahah. Cerita? ogah, silahkan merasakan sendiri hahahaha. But trust me, itu bakalan berguna banget di perkuliahan nanti karena pas masa2 kuliah yg disambi dgn organisasi dan kepanitiaan akan memaksa kamu untuk begadang atau bahkan gak tidur saking sibuknya. So, salam sukses!
Itu adalah sebab2 mengapa aku lama vakum, karena sibuk kuliah menn.. ini juga ngepost karena libur semester dua, gak ada kerjaan hahaha
I hope everything gonna be alright~ :)
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