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Selasa, 16 Juli 2013

*18* -ROBBY-

3. Robby N. H.

born on october 18th.
N. H.? Its from his name, and its a secret. Only the writer knows his full name lol
Doesn't mean I dont wanna share with the reader (I don't even know is there anyone read my blog), its just I'm afraid this person will know that I write post about him in my blog (although I know he doesn'nt know that I have a blog). So why I dont want him to know? Well, lets begin the story..
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But I have no story about him!!!
well, I'll just tell anything about this guy..
He's my senior in my junior high school (Muhammadiyah 2 JHS, Yogyakarta). one year older.
I forgot how can I met and liked him, but it wasn't love.
why? because, I only liked his face. HIS IS VERY MY TIPE!!!
Everytime I saw him, I shouted and getting crazy lol. It sounds like "aaawww! Mas Robbyyyyy aaaa!!!!" lol
and when he walked straight to me, I can only run and hide, I was so nervous lol.
He's a drummer, I really glad to saw him playing drum at the school's events. he seemed sparkling XD
And he's a crazy person, I often saw him getting crazy while listening musics lol.
But we never talked. we never had story. I remember I texted him once or twice and he replied back. But just normal-awkward conversation lol. I never tried so hard to get close to him, because he had a girlfriend. You know, I dont wanna be such a girl who steal someone's boy.
when he graduated, he accepted at the senior high school right beside the JHS, the Muhammadiyah SHS Yogyakarta. and I was at grade three of junior high school. My last year. I was sad but calm, he did graduated, but I had chance to saw him because his school was really really really near. It only takes one second to go to his SHS lol. I came to school at the last day he's going to be at that school. I came only to saw him for the last time at school. It was such a great memories although only for myself lol.
At that grade three, I was so busy to prepare my national exam, and I didnt have time to go to his SHS and looked for him haha. But I saw him once. At the morning, when I was in the journey to go to my JHS, I went through his SHS. I always did and tried to looked for him, but I can't found him. But someday, that morning, I saw him. I didnt look at his face, I couldn't. I can only looked at his back. He was going to enter the SHS's gate. But I know it was him. I couldnt looked at his face, but I know it was him. I knew from how he walked, his tall, his style. He was wearing the scout uniform. lol, he looked cute.
To make sure, I increase the speed of my motorcycle and passed him, then I only looked at his face.. yep! it is really him :D
But it was the last time I see him. I graduated and accepted at the SHS far away from my JHS. And I forgot about him.
I never recalled him until the second term of my college. I suddenly remembered about him and tried to search him via facebook. I never knew his full name, I only knew people called him Robby. then I tried to search him via facebook, it was soooo many of Robby -_- Then I filtered it to Robby who lives in Yogyakarta. Still, so many Robby. But I saw one account who has lot of mutual friends, I checked the mutual friends and they're those people from my junior high school. I checked his photo, and, oh, there it is. ITS REALLY HIM!!!
I sent him the friend request and looked at his profile info. Oh! he was born at 18th of October! lol what a coincidence. then I tried to search him via twitter by his email that I got from his facebook, and I got it. He still active at twitter :D
so I followed him and mention him, but just like what I thought, he didnt recognize who am I (of course -_-) now he didnt followed me back. Now he interested in soccer lol.
Well, I had great feeling with that guy :D

Minggu, 14 Juli 2013

*18* -ZEASTANK-

2. Harits Zeastank !!
Actually, I forgot his real name, oh, maybe that zeastank is his real name? ._.
Lol, I don't remember. Hey, dont blame me! Its already so long ago! But I dont think that zeastank is his real name ._.
LOLOLOLOL, I was so curious about his real name I asked one of my friend, "anyone from our school (sma n 9 yogyakarta) who's studying at information technology UGM (the same major of harits)??"
He said, "I dont know, ask Reza Arkan"
I said, "oh, what's Reza Arkan learn?"
the he replied, "information technology at UGM"
GOSH!! hahahaha what a funny friend he is -,- by the way , this "koplak"friend is also born on 18th, I'll talk about him later :D
when I asked Reza Arkan about Harits, about 5 minutes ago, YES! HE KNOWS HIM!! And I got Harits's full name..
it is.. M. HARITS FAISHAL!!!
HOHOHO GOTCHA!!!
He was born on january 18th. Now (maybe) he's 19 years old.
okay, now we know his real name, its time to talk about him.
He is my friend when I studied at SDN MAWAR 7 BANJARMASIN, I was at grade 6, second term, as a transferred student from Jakarta.
He's not only my friend, but he also someone I liked when I was in that school.
as a transferred student, I was pretty famous (dont mean to be arrogant, but its the truth) and many people confessed to me and wanted my attention. But I only gave my attention to this guy (secretly). I didn't talk much to him, I was nervous I've never been brave to do that. But someone from my class, lets call him M, he knew my feelings for harits. M also one of those who wants my attention, so he tried to separate me from Harits (although Harits and I haven't have something to separate ._.)
when I was in the class, M give me a paper and said "this is from Harits", when I open the paper, its written "I HATE YOU". Heh, sorry M, I'm not a fool, I know this isn't from Harits, but this is from M. But then I got another paper, sent via another friend, he said "from Harits".
I looked at Harits and he also looked at me. Oh, is it really from him? I opened the paper, and written in it , "Do you hate me?? why? I'm sorry if I have mistakes, but what's my fault?" .... ngahahah, I didn't know M also sent "I hate you" paper to Harits, and Harits got in M's trap. then I replied by paper to Harits, I explained about M's trap and THANKS TO YOU, M, since that day, me and Harits switch paper each other all the time hohoho, I got to like him more and more~
But.. its almost the time to graduate, and Harits didnt confess to me like anybody else. Why? am I brokenheart? So he didn't like me and only thought me as his friend? that makes me sad. But he said and did things that gave me hopes. was it just his kindness?
I was so curious, then suddenly, Harits's bestfriend confess to me. what should I do?
well, I have to end this hopes and face reality. I want to know Harits's respond if I accept his bestfriend feeling, so I accept his bestfriend feeling, lets call him Z.
But.. you know? Harits seems okay, he seems fine. he seems like usual. We stopped exchangng paper each other since I became Z's girlfriend. but Harits really seems okay. I was soooo broken heart. Gosh, he also helped Z to let Z know am I cheated Z or not!!! How can he...
haft, so I continued my relationship with Z, tried to forget Harits and accepted Z as my lover. I think I made it.
ITS GRADUATE TIME!
we've done our time in SDN MAWAR 7, and my fams had decide to leave banjarmasin and go to yogyakarta. Me and Z decided to continue our relationship. Before I moved, I shaked hands with all my classmates and cried with them. it was so sad :(
so after I moved to Yogyakarta and start my junior high school's life, I broke up with Z a month later because he cheated with his neighbour. Lol I knew its gonna happen. So we broke up easily and I didnt cry at all.
I continued my life at Muhammadiyah 2 JHS, and got accepted at NINE SHS, yogyakarta in 2009.
when I entered senior high school, I started to use facebook. yep, that's social media that help us to keep in touch with friends so far away. I dont know exactly when, but someday, I suddenly remember about Harits and try to search him on facebook. I got one profile and checked his mutual friend. OH! They're my friends from SDN MAWAR 7! I checked his photos, oh here it is.. its the real Harits! :D
from his profile picture, I knew he loves Red Hot Chilli Peppers, I love that band too, but I'm sure not as much as him. I added him and he accepted my request. a few days later (or weeks? months? I forgot), we had some chitchat at facebook, and he told me that he lived in Semarang, its only 3 hours journey from Yogyakarta. We only talked a bit and its done, yep, thats all.
Until someday, he said he's going to Yogyakarta! huraaayyy! We planned to meet at Ambarukmo Plaza. When the day had come, he said he waited at gramedia, so I went straight to gramedia and told him I'm at comic's line. when I readed one of comics, suddenly someone touched my right ear. I looked at my right and no one was there. I looked at my left then a guy wearing glasses smiled in front of me. I know its him.. Oh, he changed a lot. But he still Harits I knew from elementary school :)
he bought a music book (or not? I forgot) and we decided to go upstairs to looked for foods.
when we waited for our foods, we sat and talked much, he told me about RHCP, and his life now. He said he accepted at information technology UGM. I told him too about my life. Then, that nostalgic story came lol. We talked about our moments at elementary school, and he told me he was so curious why did I became Z's girlfriend while he was the one who close to me. I said "lol I dont know. Just so you know, the one I'm in love with at that time, was you," then he said ,"me too".
oh, awkwards moment.
he said me too? okay, it's late. but I'm glad because if we had a relationship at that time and broke up, we wont meet and had a great conversation. Then we kept talking so much, what a fun day!
then I went back home and he want back to Semarang. he only came to jogja to prepare his college things and met me.
its not the last time I met him. another time (I really forgot when -_-), we planned to meet again. But I can only stayed home because I have things to do. so he came to my house and we talked much, my dad knew him from my elementary school's friend from banjarmasin :D
then he went home, I packed, back to Jakarta, and continue my college's life~
now I had blackberry phone and had his PIN, we talks so much, and also some nostalgic lol.
He's smoking, it makes me very sad and dissappointed since cigarette gives me painful memories, but I had to keep up with it , I wont lose harits only because he's smoking. its ridiculous. so now we keep in touch :D

Sabtu, 13 Juli 2013

*18* -MY SELF-

EIGHTEEEEENNNN
uhuh, eighteen. 18.
I was born on 18th of February and now I'm 18 years old. 
For me, 18 is such a perfect number. I bless everyone who born on 18th lol.
Maybe I'm gonna talk about people who born on 18th in my life~
But I'm gonna separate the post per person in case I can't complete it in one time so I can write another time :D
so lets begin :D

1. My Self
Lol, why me? because I haven't talk about myself yet (what a selfish reason!)
well, my name is Ratu Su'ud Hanum, born on february 18th at Banjarmasin, South Borneo.
I used to have MUSICIAN as my dream. I used to. Now I throw that dream away. Why? because they told me to face the reality. reality of what? A reality that not many musician can become success.
Well I dont need to success, its my husband's responsibility someday. I only wanna be a musician, because I love it so much. Why can't I? But as an older sister in my family, I have to "face the reality", who knows someday I will not find someone to be my husband and have to take responsibility of my younger sister and my parents? So yeah, I stopped learning guitar and just play it sometimes.
I have a sister called Nina, but her name is Regina Elisa. People in family called her Nina. Dont ask me why, I only follow them. Parents? Normal people only have two. But I have four.
My parents got divorce when I was a very little kid, then my mom married another man then divorce again, then married again then divorce again, and now she lives alone with her child from the last ex-husband, called Gibran (the child, not the husband). she lives at Banjarmasin now, and I live at Jakarta, so its sad to be so far away from her :(
My dad didn't marry after divorced. So he works and lives alone. I lived with him since I was at elementary school grade 6 second term at Banjarmasin and still live with him until now. He married a young girl who only 12 years older than me at april 2012. But she's a nice girl. Now we live at depok, West Java and I'm studying at University of Indonesia, chemistry departement.
So I've mention 3 parents, my mom, my dad, and my wife's dad. One more parents. My aunt. Yep, for me, she's my parents too. She feed me since I live in this world until now. She bought me all my clothes, my school until now, my home, and everything. But its not what I love from her. I love her because she has such a big heart. She helps other people when another people didnt. She had a hard life but she lived with it from zero until now, she became "someone". She's such a brave person and kind hearted :)
thats all my parents lol.
I love rock music (avenged sevenfold, Guns N' Roses, System Of A Down, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Linkin Park, Korn, and many more), I love sleeping, I love blue, I love winter (I wanna see snows!!), I love guitar, I love Harvest Moon (if you ever live as LITTLE KID, you HAVE TO know this game!!!), I love CUTE CHILLD <3 , I hate ghost, I hate darkness, I hate vegetables, I hate cockroach, I hate cigarette, I hate lies, and blahblah
enough about my self!

Kamis, 11 Juli 2013

2013

so my last post was in 2012?
haha rupanya aku vakum cukup lama..
yap, 2012 kemarin itu waktu-waktu yang sibuk banget. aku lulus dari SMA 9 Yogyakarta dan berpisah dari FROST.. itu bikin sedih banget.. they're so precious to me :" But life must go on, right?
Setelah kelulusan, di SMA masih ngadain pembelajaran intensif untuk persiapan SNMPTN..
apakah SNMPTN?
SNMPTN merupakan singkatan dari Seleksi Nasional Masuk Perguruan Tinggi Negeri. Yak, kalo gak salah itu. cmiiw.
tahun 2012, SNMPTN masih terbagi menjadi dua, SNMPTN undangan dan SNMPTN ujian tulis.
SNMPTN undangan adalah seleksi masuk PTN dengan cara menyeleksi nilai para murid2 mulai dari semester 4 (atau semester 3? lupa). dan gak sembarang orang yg bisa ikut SNMPTN undangan. Bagi sekolah terakreditasi A, murid yg bs jd peserta SNMPTN undangan adalah murid-murid yang nilai rata-rata rapot dari semester 4 nya masuk setengah besar dari jumlah satu angkatan di sekolah tersebut. Itu pula baru daftar, nanti begitu udah masukin pilihan universitas beserta prodi via online, akan diseleksi lagi secara nasional berdasarkan nilai paling tinggi. Yg gak cukup tinggi, gak keterima dimana-mana. Tapi kalau keterima, lalu dilepas/gak diambil, sekolah tersebut akan diblacklist oleh pihak SNMPTN. Aku termasuk salah satu yang bisa ikut SNMPTN undangan dan memilih UI-kimia, UI-psikologi, dan UGM-psikologi sebagai pilihan. yap, itu pilihan yang amat sangat beresiko. Kenapa? karena aku adalah murid dari kelas IPA yang otomatis nilai rapotnya adalah nilai IPA, jadi untuk masuk ke prodi dengan jurusan IPS melalui undangan itu bs disebut agak mustahil. dan akhirnya? Yak, gak keterima. Aku udah gak boleh nerusin kuliah di jogja, karena tante yg membiayai pendidikanku nyuruh kuliah di jakarta alias di UI. Universitas Indonesia. Okay, that's a hard choice.

Setelah SNMPTN undangan, ada SNMPTN ujian tulis. Biasanya orang-orang yg ikut ujian tulis adalah org2 yg gak keterima undangan. Just like me. Akhirnya aku daftar ujian tulis dan memilih jenis ujian IPC (gabungan IPA dan IPS) karena aku milih prodi Psikologi-UI (IPS), Kimia-UI (IPA), dan Psikologi-UIN (IPS). I studied sooo hard. lebih kenceng dari sepupuku yang juga ngambil ujian tulis, karena dia cuma belajar IPS sedangkan aku juga IPA. aku juga sekalian belajar buat SIMAK UI, alias ujian masuk khusus UI. dan soal2 SIMAK itu terkeeenal susahnya. Aku dan sepupuku daftar di Nurul F---- buat ikut bimbel persiapan SIMAK. siap2 kalau gak lulus SNMPTN hahaha. Gak cuma itu, kami juga ikutan ujian mandiri UIN sebagai cadangan kalau gak keterima. Pada hari ujian tulis SNMPTN, aku kedapetan ujian di depok, di SMA sejahtera 1, sedangkan sepupuku nanjauh di jakarta hiks. iyasih, ujiannya aja jenisnya beda.Setelah ujian selama dua hari, kami tetep ikut bimbel di NF. Nah, pengumuman SNMPTN ujian tulis itu sebelum tanggal pengumuman ujian mandiri UIN dan sebelum SIMAK UI. Saat hari pengumuman.. jeng jeng jeng..
Aku lagi di jalan hahaha mana koneksi hp super lemot pula, jadilah gabisa buka --a
akhirnya minta pacarku yg nanjauh di jogja sana bukain, pas di telpon dia bilang.."keterima kimia UI!!!"
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YEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
For me, to be in University of Indonesia is almost impossible. Susah coi masuk sana. But thanks God :)
walau kimia, bukan psikologi, its okay, toh aku juga suka kimia.
Dan sepupuku juga keterima di HI-UIN :D that was such a great day :D
setelah itu, aku gak ikut SIMAK. hahaha udah pusing sama ujian. sedangkan sepupuku tetep ikut buat nyoba masuk HI-UI. Setelah mengikuti registrasi untuk masuk UI, kami dikasih berbagai jadwal kegiatan OBM (kayak orientasi kelas di perkuliahan) dan paduan suara untuk melepas para sarjana.
Pas lagi nyanyi padus, tiba2 aku dapet kabar keterima Psikologi-UIN. Oh man, I want it DX
tapi aku udah bayar 13juta buat masuk UI, masa dilepas buat masuk UIN?? sayang..
akhirnya kulepas psikologi-UIN itu (dadaaaaahhh :") dan dimulailah rangkaian kegiatan menjadi mahasiswa baru Universitas Indonesia 2012

Setelah rangkaian2 tersebut, dimulailah kehidupan ospek., ada ospek universitas (OKK), ospek fakultas (PSAF), dan ospek departemen kimia (OPDK) yang mengambil hampir seluruh waktu tidurku buat ngerjain tugas2nya hahahah. Cerita? ogah, silahkan merasakan sendiri hahahaha. But trust me, itu bakalan berguna banget di perkuliahan nanti karena pas masa2 kuliah yg disambi dgn organisasi dan kepanitiaan akan memaksa kamu untuk begadang atau bahkan gak tidur saking sibuknya. So, salam sukses!

Itu adalah sebab2 mengapa aku lama vakum, karena sibuk kuliah menn.. ini juga ngepost karena libur semester dua, gak ada kerjaan hahaha
I hope everything gonna be alright~ :)